some people say awkwardness is cute but like??? not being able to do completely simple social things and being afraid for no reason whatsoever and having near panic attacks at the thought of doing anything with people other than close friends??? yeah sounds really adorable!!!
and like i KNOW it's dumb for me to feel like this all the time but i just can't convince my mind that i shouldn't??? i just always have this paranoia with me about these things and it's totally irrational but it won't go away