haha wow i completely failed at social interaction again today /slams face on wall/
but you know why would anyone like me anyway??? i'm so dumb and annoying and all i do is bring everyone else down and make a fool out of myself /laughs/
i wish my anxiety problems didn't end up controlling everything i do i wish i could just calm down does everyone else just feel paralyzed with fear all the time or is it just me???
but you know it's whatever i'm just going to end up missing every opportunity i get and be a hermit living in my mom's basement i'm already on that path at this point god i've let myself go so badly in so many ways because i'm weak and have no willpower whatsoever nice to know i'm a huge failure wooo
I am really sorry you have to go through this, but you're not dumb or annoying at all!
I know anxiety is something difficult to overcome, but don't give up on yourself!
So far I don't hate anyone in here. There's some pressed members that came to me, but I'm unbothered. Finally I'm starting to feeling part of the community by the way.
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