I'm so stressed and depressed (as always). I have many many problems right now (school, money, family, personal, health, attitude, mental and emotional problems). My grades are failing. And I miss the love of my life (even though we're only chatmates

it's been almost 4 months since he left (blocked) me. I'm trying my best to move on, but I can't

). And I am VERY scared that I will never be able to realize my dreams, that I will just end up broke and senseless. But I'm not doing anything. Why am I so lazy.
I'm just sad. I NEED MY TEOM ERA