So yeah I wrote this. Doesn't rhyme but idc
.I stand on the corner for what seems like years
Smoking cigarettes that taste like you
I don't know if I'm addicted to the nicotine or just in love
Is it really all that different in the end
Your smoky breath fills my lungs and you taste like desperation
And I can tell by the way you look at me
That this is the end of the greatest love story
That the world and I will ever know.
Because it's been getting unhealthy, this cyclic addiction
Continuously searching for your touch in the darkness
And when you're long gone, and I'm lone, lost in the void of forever now gone
I will still put my arms out to your frigid specter.
*
At 3 AM on New Years day under bright LA lights
You said forever was on our side
I held onto you like we were out time
But that was when I called you mine
And now forever is out of time.
*
Maybe I've always been a sucker for soft brown eyes
Or maybe you just found your way to my heart
Scratch that, yes you did, and it's beating for you still
But your memory is slipping slow, I can barely picture you now
Faceless boys cloud my dreams, with loving touch and your charm
But memories and cruel dreams are all I have to keep myself going
And it's never enough, I can feel myself fading
Away from this numb kind of just there existence
Into something I know not.
But I'm hoping I can make it to the next round 
For me, it's more validation from the judges that what I'm doing is actually worthy of being in a competition like this.
I just hope the judges "get" the feel I was going for, I guess the wrong interpretation is all it takes to fail to connect.