[UFO]

Originally posted by Scorpio King

OKAY! First thing's first: let me address any of you who may have any type of feelings from my post earlier. I probably should've put a viewers discretion is advised tag on it. I didn't have time to write a whole essay on what I was feeling. I was at work. I stopped for a second to check the results and I only had a short amount of time to reply which is why I CLEARLY SAID I would reveal more when I got home. So as for that, I'm unapologetic .

Secondly. You. Nait: That was not a . IF I was for sure dropping out I would've said it right then and there. Point blank and unreserved. I said what I said. Also, for you and anyone else who thinks I was just complaining about the challenge, this is my FIRST time even seeing the challenge. I have no problem with the challenge. So there's that.

I knew exactly what I was getting into when I signed up for this competition.

HOWEVER I was unaware of how my personal life would interfere with the game and my performance. If anything, I feel as if I'm letting myself down because I don't have the time to really sit down and write a song at this point in my life. I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL FOR THREE DAYS AND I STILL SUBMITTED A SONG. I GOT MY WISDOM TEETH PULLED AND I STILL SUBMITTED A SONG. DRUGGED AND ALL. I WORK 65 HOURS PER WEEK, GO TO SCHOOL FULL TIME AND TAKE CARE OF MY HOUSEHOLD AND I STILL SUBMIT SONGS. I have been nothing BUT a team player and supporting and invested so how dare you.

I signed up for this competition one week after spending one whole month in the hospital. I told myself I could do it and yes there have been times where I was ready to give up, but I stuck it out and I took bad comment after bad comment from you judges in stride to better myself as a songwriter because it's something I'm passionate about. If you haven't considered giving up, fine! Hoorah for you. I'm genuinely excited and happy for you. Two thumbs up from me. Wooparty and all that! I'm me and my decisions are my decisions.

One of the many reasons I've stayed and am -/continuing to stay- are because first and foremost I'm proving a point to myself. Secondly, I've made it this far already. Thirdly because I don't think it's fair to the other contestants for me to just drop out abruptly dangering the competition.

So before anyone thinks I'm a cold-hearted bitch, I do think about the other members of this competition. Just so we have no other misunderstandings like this. I hate having to address folks and get snappy.


Thank you all and you have a lovely evening.


And remember....Make your song sing.

/EndScopessay

Oop, what kinda Christina Aguilera song

[Nait Phoenix]

Originally posted by Scorpio King

OKAY! First thing's first: let me address any of you who may have any type of feelings from my post earlier. I probably should've put a viewers discretion is advised tag on it. I didn't have time to write a whole essay on what I was feeling. I was at work. I stopped for a second to check the results and I only had a short amount of time to reply which is why I CLEARLY SAID I would reveal more when I got home. So as for that, I'm unapologetic .

Secondly. You. Nait: That was not a . IF I was for sure dropping out I would've said it right then and there. Point blank and unreserved. I said what I said. Also, for you and anyone else who thinks I was just complaining about the challenge, this is my FIRST time even seeing the challenge. I have no problem with the challenge. So there's that.

I knew exactly what I was getting into when I signed up for this competition.

HOWEVER I was unaware of how my personal life would interfere with the game and my performance. If anything, I feel as if I'm letting myself down because I don't have the time to really sit down and write a song at this point in my life. I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL FOR THREE DAYS AND I STILL SUBMITTED A SONG. I GOT MY WISDOM TEETH PULLED AND I STILL SUBMITTED A SONG. DRUGGED AND ALL. I WORK 65 HOURS PER WEEK, GO TO SCHOOL FULL TIME AND TAKE CARE OF MY HOUSEHOLD AND I STILL SUBMIT SONGS. I have been nothing BUT a team player and supporting and invested so how dare you.

I signed up for this competition one week after spending one whole month in the hospital. I told myself I could do it and yes there have been times where I was ready to give up, but I stuck it out and I took bad comment after bad comment from you judges in stride to better myself as a songwriter because it's something I'm passionate about. If you haven't considered giving up, fine! Hoorah for you. I'm genuinely excited and happy for you. Two thumbs up from me. Wooparty and all that! I'm me and my decisions are my decisions.

One of the many reasons I've stayed and am -/continuing to stay- are because first and foremost I'm proving a point to myself. Secondly, I've made it this far already. Thirdly because I don't think it's fair to the other contestants for me to just drop out abruptly dangering the competition.

So before anyone thinks I'm a cold-hearted bitch, I do think about the other members of this competition. Just so we have no other misunderstandings like this. I hate having to address folks and get snappy.


Thank you all and you have a lovely evening.


And remember....Make your song sing.

/EndScopessay

Read me.
But my message still stands. Just because part of it was addressed to that post doesn't mean all of it is still not true. This is a way different competition than any of he others; this is he one competition where you all are free to be open and yourselves, and it really hurts me when I feel like I'm always the bad guy and no one appreciates anything I say or do. So, half of the things you just told me, I had literally no clue. It's those kinds of things that makes me feel like I'm pushing you guys too hard to begin with. I contemplate every week whether I should just give up and close this thread thinking there are so many who don't take this seriously, then I see comments like his so rarely that make me change my mind. I truly hope you understand that! Can we just be open from now on?

[feelslikeadream]

Originally posted by EuphorianSea

BITCH I was rooting for you to win.
Now imma want Fefe to snatch it up real good just to make you pissed.



WAIT.. what's with all these essays though??

I see.

[UFO]

Originally posted by feelslikeadream

I see.

BITCH let's not pretend that I was ever rooting for your ass in the first place.

[Jackson]

Originally posted by EuphorianSea

BITCH let's not pretend that I was ever rooting for your ass in the first place.

I think you read my comment the wrong way. I was always rooting for you. I was just wanting to move on to the next round so I didn't have to score low again.

[UFO]

I feel as though Nait is SO passionate because of the position he's in. If he wasn't host then he probably wouldn't give a toothpick of ****s, however, Nait IS responsible for this season of PLATINUM HIT 5. It's alright to let your feelings out. It's definitely better than just holding it all in until you explode but I can't really preach what I don't put into practice myself.

I am a general psychologist who has worked with a vast array of people from many different walks of life and I've witnessed situations like these before Nait, PLEASE, do not feel guilty at all because we do appreciate all that you've done and maybe that's why people go the **** AWF. If somebody doesn't appreciate you or PH then they wouldn't be so ****ing on IT lbr.

So, yes, we are grateful but you've also got to understand that others may feel intimidated because they don't want to feel as though they're nitpicking and being fussy and judging the effort you've put into this season which, btw, has been INCREDIBLE.

We each have our own truth. Nait may feel neglected. Tymps may feel like there isn't a reason for Nait to feel some type of way. Euphorae may feel like he's avenging a dead art i.e. poetry

And the others are just there who also feel what they feel because that's just how they mother****ing feel omg you guys I'm tearing up now

Anyways that was just my two cents.. y'all have fun beefing each other with them damn essays


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So, in the event of Scorpio King's situation, would I still be able to take his place?

I understand that it may seem kinda unfair especially since I've been eliminated TWICE fair-and-square. However, what's also unfair is the fact that I'm being eliminated over those who then later decide to quit on their own terms. I don't see anything particularly wrong with it (moi being their replacement and them leaving) especially when EMZ and Scorpio were both in the Bottom Two, with me, with more or less the same rankings as me.

Having said that, it's perfectly fine if you don't let me back in since that must be particularly irritating for some others. On the flipside, it must also be very irritating for myself and most of y'all when things like these occur even though everybody's more than entitled to leave if they wanted.

I'll do the challenges whatever you decide anyways, Nait.
Just hit me up darling when you've made your decision though.

[UFO]

Originally posted by GotSkill

I think you read my comment the wrong way. I was always rooting for you. I was just wanting to move on to the next round so I didn't have to score low again.

I knew EXACTLY what you meant mother****er.



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Nnn; of course sis! I'm generally ALWAYS playing around (except for that first week debacle with Nait ) so yeah and btw you responded to my post for Fefe but it doesn't matter really.. I knew you would go far in this competition sis

[Jackson]

Originally posted by EuphorianSea

I knew EXACTLY what you meant mother****er.



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Nnn; of course sis! I'm generally ALWAYS playing around (except for that first week debacle with Nait ) so yeah and btw you responded to my post for Fefe but it doesn't matter really.. I knew you would go far in this competition sis

I'm on mobile and I didn't want to search the pages for your comment but you know what I mean

[Tymps.]

Originally posted by EuphorianSea

So, in the event of Scorpio King's situation, would I still be able to take his place?

I understand that it may seem kinda unfair especially since I've been eliminated TWICE fair-and-square. However, what's also unfair is the fact that I'm being eliminated over those who then later decide to quit on their own terms. I don't see anything particularly wrong with it (moi being their replacement and them leaving) especially when EMZ and Scorpio were both in the Bottom Two, with me, with more or less the same rankings as me.

Having said that, it's perfectly fine if you don't let me back in since that must be particularly irritating for some others. On the flipside, it must also be very irritating for myself and most of y'all when things like these occur even though everybody's more than entitled to leave if they wanted.

I'll do the challenges whatever you decide anyways, Nait.
Just hit me up darling when you've made your decision though.

Well, he didn't quit so this isn't an issue

[UFO]

Originally posted by GotSkill

I'm on mobile and I didn't want to search the pages for your comment but you know what I mean

Yeah

Originally posted by Tymps.

Well, he didn't quit so this isn't an issue

He was THIS close to quitting so you never ever know heaux



Hit me up later darling when your internet connection finally gone BUST

[Tymps.]

I just realized I won't find out the results of this round / the whole game until the 20th of next month.

Wellllp.

[feelslikeadream]

Yeah, SK basically confirmed at the end of his essay that he was still playing I would make a joke about quitting to let Euphoria take my place, but I won't go there at this time.

[Jackson]

Came up with a hook for my second song at work

My songs are polar opposites

[UFO]

Originally posted by feelslikeadream

Yeah, SK basically confirmed at the end of his essay that he was still playing I would make a joke about quitting to let Euphoria take my place, but I won't go there at this time.

Oh

[Nait Phoenix]

Originally posted by Tymps.

I just realized I won't find out the results of this round / the whole game until the 20th of next month.

Wellllp.

Damn, that's right. Are you going to be able to get the final challenge in?!







About everything else... *exhale* if we definitely could be wholly open on this site, I was going through it last night. Some weird pain is surging through the muscles in my body, I was semi-drugged, and my head has been constantly pounding! Seriously, I was just emotional and it could've been anyone's comment, not just Scorpio King's, that could've set me off! I really have to apologize to Scorpio for singling him out like that, it was completely unfair! I should've known he wouldn't quit after coming this far, none of you would. You all have been so dedicated to this game that it's... well, sorta creepy...

Point across, there was little excuse for how I behaved. I'd like to formerly apologize to all the contestants, Scorpio King, Tymps., feelslikeadream, GotSkill... and Euphorae, and the judges, Hug(amari) and Jack! for my behavior. I swear it's not going to happen again.

I also like to apologize to Tymps. for tagging my long ass apology to his post.

[feelslikeadream]

So I guess we're really writing to this challenge

Let me go for a walk and get some fresh air in hopes that it will inspire me

[UFO]

Originally posted by Nait Phoenix

Damn, that's right. Are you going to be able to get the final challenge in?!







About everything else... *exhale* if we definitely could be wholly open on this site, I was going through it last night. Some weird pain is surging through the muscles in my body, I was semi-drugged, and my head has been constantly pounding! Seriously, I was just emotional and it could've been anyone's comment, not just Scorpio King's, that could've set me off! I really have to apologize to Scorpio for singling him out like that, it was completely unfair! I should've known he wouldn't quit after coming this far, none of you would. You all have been so dedicated to this game that it's... well, sorta creepy...

Point across, there was little excuse for how I behaved. I'd like to formerly apologize to all the contestants, Scorpio King, Tymps., feelslikeadream, GotSkill... and Euphorae, and the judges, Hug(amari) and Jack! for my behavior. I swear it's not going to happen again.

I also like to apologize to Tymps. for tagging my long ass apology to his post.

Don't even start with that slick ass wink m'am

[Nait Phoenix]

Originally posted by EuphorianSea

Don't even start with that slick ass wink m'am

You know I'm doing that because even though you are not a part of the final four, you have made more of a contribution to Platinum Hit than anyone I've ever seen. If there is anyone in the contestant pool who'd make a great judge for next season, it's you.

[UFO]

Originally posted by Nait Phoenix

You know I'm doing that because even though you are not a part of the final four, you have made more of a contribution to Platinum Hit than anyone I've ever seen. If there is anyone in the contestant pool who'd make a great judge for next season, it's you.

WAIT omfg I would love to be a judge for next season thanks

My hints are gonna be amazing ff

[Jackson]

I'm hoping to have my second song done today after I do some other stuff. Then I can sit on them the rest of the week and see if there are any necessary changes.