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Originally posted by -Lewymocha-
It's more of a constant anxiety. It was triggered when I was in the gym 3/4 weeks ago. I had a massive panic attack at the gym after I felt weird after excercising. I had another panic attack the next day. After that I just continued having constant anxiety that makes me have extreme panic sensations and depression. It's really really awful. The minute I think about the fact I have anxiety, my breathing goes out of place, I am constantly checking myself for health issues etc. I dunno what is wrong with me. Now I feel **** when I'm on my own etc. as if I feel lonely or as if I am not motivated to do anything because this anxiety. However, I just get on with life 'cause I don't want to feel weak even though I feel weak anyway cause of my anxiety 
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Well, it's good you are trying to push through it, but don't be hard on yourself. Anxiety disorders are the most common form of mental illness, so it's something a lot of other people go through. And it's not your fault that you suffer from this, these things are beyond anyone's control. The good news is it's totally treatable. I would recommend you talk to either a psychiatrist/psychologist. A regular doctor may not be the best choice. And don't isolate yourself because you're afraid of having panic attacks. Panic disorder can develop into agoraphobia (fear of being in public) if you do that. Some little things that can help with anxiety is cutting back on sugar and caffeine, working out (which it sounds like you do anyway), and relaxation. By relaxation I mean taking a few minutes everyday to sit down and not think about anything at all. It can be hard at first to shut your brain off, but you get better with practice. Deep muscle relaxation is useful, too. Also, try to breathe deeply. Breathe in through your nose so your diaphragm expands, and out through your mouth. Shallow breathing raises your CO2 levels and sets off adrenaline systems, causing anxiety attacks.
And make sure your depression doesn't worsen. Anxiety and depression are highly comorbid (they occur together often). Don't be ashamed to see a professional if you feel it would help with your anxiety or depression. I had social anxiety for over 10 years before I did anything about it, and I wish I went in sooner. For general anxiety disorder, you'll probably be prescribed Zoloft or some other SSRI. For panic disorder, they will probably prescribe beta blockers or benzodiazepines (like Klonopin). I don't personally recommend sleeping pills. They make sleep less productive. I think it's better to learn relaxation techniques to help with sleep. Finally, don't underestimate the value of therapy. Seeking the help of both a psychologist and a psychiatrist has been empirically shown to have a better outcome than doing either of the two alone. Besides, having someone to talk to about **** is awesome. Most psychologists are excellent. You'd be surprised how much training is required to be a licensed psychologist.
Anyway, sorry for the massive post. I hope this was somewhat helpful. If you have any questions, feel free to PM me, post on my wall, whatever. I actually want to get into clinical psychology for anxiety disorders once I get out of college (undergrad, doctoral degree, then a year of resendency. Whew!) so I know a thing or too about this stuff. Don't substitute my advice for that of a trained professional though!