I have nowhere to run to so I hope you could help. I'm tried to kill myself before and I almost died. I'm discreet and sane now so I can reason out.

It feels so low. I'm so poor. I'm having a hard time in school and my grades. My girlfriend ghosted on me. I'm a ****ingg disaster. I hate myself.

I tried once. They found me. They sent me to psych ward for a week. It was horrible. White walls. White everything.

I thought I'm fine but I'm still messed up. My friends seem to only be there when they need me. My eyeglasses broke and now I can't see a damn thing.


I pray everyday. I pray everyday that things become well. I pray that life just be simple. I want that simple life. I want to be happy with the life i live. I want to not be waking up thinking that the wolrd has turned its back on me but i can't I ****ing can't. It never stops. The pain in the chest and the head, it never stops.

Anyway, I just wanted to let this out somewhere. I can't talk to anyone about this.

I want to live but it's just hard being unable to be well. Everyday I pray but it always seems like nobody listens. Like GOD! Help your son here. I hurt. I hurt so bad I want a way out. I hurt so bad I hopr they give a **** about me.

I'm sorry if this is inappropriate. I don't have pills at home so I won't pull through with this. It's just what I want.


Maybe you could appreciate your life more because some people have abnormal minds and hurt everyday everyday everyday!!!

It sucks.

i am so sorry you have to go through this, but you can overcome it

please pm me if you want to talk to someone, i will listen

I don''t know if your joking or not since you were just posting funny stuff earlier today, but if not suicide is never the right option. Is there no one close to you that you can talk to

Hey can u not do that plz

Don't throw away your life sis.

Just wait it out... Things will get better. Seek help if you need to.

I understand. I felt the same way before my suicide attempt. But it does get better. I hope you are able to find someone irl to talk to, like a counselor. In the mean time just find a hobby to keep you busy

I'm using this site to acquire the littlest joys. I make troll threads to blend in. I try to have fun here because maybe I can take out the online joy and apply it into real life. Yeah, fail.

I know it may seem hard, and it may seem corny, but it does get better. If you're struggling I'm always open for you to PM me

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qSxyffSB7wA

Find help fast! Think about the ones that love you!

Are you medicated? Have you ever seen a therapist? I know it may seem expensive or not worth it, but from first hand experience I can tell you the first step may be hard, but its honestly worth it in the end

If you need anyone to talk to, there's hundreds of people willing to listen.

Wishing you the best.

I'm sorry life hasn't been easy for you, my life is a mess too tbh, we just gotta keep trying I guess please don't hurt yourself though Try to find someone you trust that you can talk to/confide in, if you don't have any close friends or caring relatives, maybe try a guidance counselor or local pastor idk, call a suicide hotline, they will listen too

whatever you do, do not do it plz! there is so much more to life and I swear EVERYTHING no matter how big can be resolved and will be dealt with. trust me...it may take a few months or years but when it's all done with you will look back and thank God that you never killed yourself sis.
I love you so much my fellow human being. you are an incredibly gorgeous person and you have so much to offer, do not let this world bring you down.
I'm going to expect a couple inbox messages from you this month ok? : ) I need to know you will be fine ok cutie pie and we can chat about Taylor's music and what not ok?? <3

its not worth it
we all have our moments its human hon!
its not about how ****** this moment of your life may be now, its about how u can take that in stride as a learning experience and do better for ur self over time

simple things can make us cry but you just gotta take a step back and learn to have a laugh because ur impact, ur life, and ur truth is much bigger than these temporary problems

If you ever feel like you're about to do something please call this number to talk with someone.

1 (800) 273-8255

Omg sis please don't do anything

Queen NO! How old are you? If you're a teenager than TRUST me, things get better. Sorry if you're not, but when I was a high schooler I was always miserable, always depressed and always certain my life would be grim.

However I graduated, moved cities and went to a student hall/dorm, and suddenly I met all these nice, great people. It took me a while to make these friends as I always assume people don't like me, but I realised that no one wants to be friends with someone that feels sorry for themselves so I just had to force myself awkwardly into social interactions and they happily accepted and became my best friends today. I never expected life to get better but it did, and even though I'm still not a "happy person," I realize that's just who I am - and it's ok.

For the love of god hit me up on here or any of the social networks in my signature, let me know what's on your mind and if I can help I will.

Thank you all. I'm saving this for bad days. I'm crying at the moment. Seriously. The fact that strangers care says a lot about hope in humanity and life. thank you.

I'm not fine yet but I guess holding on is all I could do now. I tell you, this moment, my chest is being punched and tight.