Please realize the value of your own life! Don't throw it away.

Don't say that! I won't say that life gets better, it may or it may not. We just have to hang on and see what happens. Surround yourself with positive people. If you feel like your current friends aren't being supportive, then search for new ones. Online or in real life. Don't keep your feelings inside because accumulating them is very toxic. If you need to talk, I'm a very good listener

awwwwww you're legit so cute and precious!!
I hope this process you wrote down comes to fruition, share your thoughts with your family and maybe a really trusted friend and go do sessions. personally I wouldn't advise you asking for medication without at least a couple therapy sessions to see if you really need them or if therapy sessions could be enough.
I wish you all the best in EVERYTHING you do in this world (and I KNOW for a FACT that you will do so much!)
keep repeating positive things to yourself on the daily, when you wake up, before you go to bed, when you get sad and anxious. the more you say it the more your mind will be conditioned to believe it. trust me
AND ALWAYS remember that someone is out there that will listen to you and someone is out there that loves you just for being YOU. you are one of a kind a rarity. everything you will ever do has impact and is important. you are truly never ever alone, your a part of a greater community.
I know this is cheesy AF but I loveeee you my fellow human being I truly do and I'm currently sending you the biggest modern/virtual hug hahaha! (modern/virtual hug tho...) xoxoxoxo

Not to be too cliche, but it does get better. And quickly. At my lowest point, I thought about doing something crazy like that but it literally solves nothing. Why have a permanent solution for a temporary problem? You might not think so now, but piece by piece everything starts coming together again. Don't do something irrational because you know that everyone you know (and all these people on here that you don't even know) would all miss you and wish they could've helped more. It's hard, but you can pull through I know it.

Im glad and surprised that all the comments have been so nice and no one has made jokes on his cry for help.

Anyways kid I've had suicidal thoughts in the past but the thing that always stops me is not letting my "haters" get the satisfaction of me giving up on life and also know someone out there loves you and will be devastated for you wanting to do this even if you don't see it.

Think about the positive things in your life even if they are small, talk to an adult or a friend who will listen and give you time for you to vent to them and the atrl community is there for you as well

So do I! Earlier this year I suffered from depression and cried all the time. I could only think of ways to killing myself, but guess what? It's Christmas time, I'm happy and over the year I've met new friends, learned new things and now this year is coming to a joyful end. I'm a firm believer that over time, things get much, much better. You're no exception.