I have been noticing how I'm becoming self hating towards myself and towards gay series and the lifestyle itself. I almost became homophobic. I was watching the first episode from looking and I felt disgusted, anyone feels similar like me ?

seek help henny

In the first place you need to love yourself

You could be Hitler

lol watch QUEER AS FOLK
you'll see the light.

It makes sense if you've watched at least one episode of Looking tbh

Im not self hating towards myself, I have absolutely no problem with being gay, but I hate the gay lifestyle. Also I had to meet the most annoying gay guy ever the other day and it made me disgusted and annoying.

Go find the light. You're close to it.

Hmm

I feel like this happens to a lot of people. You live and you learn.

#SPREADLOVE

me.

i also read many lgbt books , which helped alot

Hmmm you don't have to love the gay community, just find a guy you like and separate yourself from all that mess. Is tiring to hear that you have to like everyone in your same minority group. People are people, no one likes everyone.

Lol

I absolutely relate to what you're saying, and especially MonsterPaw

I wouldn't say that I 'hate' myself for it, but I do get kinda bitter sometimes

I am looking for a serious relationship, but no one has ever given me a chance
And I get so disgusted if I see this "gay hook-up lifestyle" on tv, or if I hear gay friends talk about it

At this point in my life, I wouldn't even consider going to pride
I think because it's somehow a celebration of 'sexuality' rather than 'identity'
And it's not because I'm not proud of myself. I came out 6y ago and I'm really confident
I'm just not proud of the stereotypical 'sexual aspect' that is part of my perception of the gay community

Maybe I just need to lose my virginity and it will all go away