I believe I only cried about being Gay once and that was when I was having conflicting problems about my sexuality. It really got to me one day because I wasn't sure (and I didn't want to be gay back then because of the social issues that come with it) and my mom noticed I looked really down so she asked me what was wrong. Took a while, but I asked her if its normal if I don't like girls yet (I was 14) and she asked me if I liked boys and I was like noooooo (I sort of didn't know yet

) and yeah I was crying a bit

(a lot

)
Ever since we didn't talk about it but I'm sure she knows

and ffff but my brother asked me if I liked boobs like a month ago and I couldn't bring my self to lie and say yes so I said no

I didn't say I was gay yet though but

I'm a mess

Still not out lol