No, the closest family member dying was my great great grandfather, and I didn't really know him (for obvious reasons) so thank heavens I don't have to feel that pain yet
I have no grandparents at all. My cousin died of cancer a few years back. I literally pray for the people I love to be healthy and safe every night. I hate the pain of losing someone I love. I'm sorry about your Uncle passing.
The first person I ever lost who was close to me is my grandfather, which was two years ago. I didn't cry. I cried for him for the first ever a year after his death. I don't know, it just happened.
