I don't know who I am.
I am scared all the time
The internal conflicts in my head...
Loneliness
Wondering if I'll always be sad all the time
Wondering if I'll ever be truly happy
Worrying about the future
Worrying about the past
Worrying about the present
My lack of a social life
My lack of identity
My lack of self-awareness
The people around me expecting me to act in specific ways
My parents
My family
My meaning in life
Wondering why certain people suffer and why others don't
Wondering if I should ever come out ... or just move away from everyone I know and relive my life somewhere else
Wondering if there is anyone who thinks/feels like I do
Wondering if coming on ATRL everyday is gonna fill this void I feel
Wondering if my interest in music and pop culture is worth my time
Wondering if people are worth my time
Time feeling shorter and shorter as I grow older
If I'll ever marry someone or have kids
Frustrated about own thoughts...
Frustrated by this mundanity I keep feeling all the time
Frustrated by my incapability to seize the day
Wondering if I am too introspective and possibly a little vain
Feeling like I'm in a box looking out from someone else's life sometimes
There are probably more but yeah...
Oh also being unable to live up the expectations of the people around me
And my own