Guys, I'm feeling so sad tonight and since Prince's death. It takes me back to 2009. It's been already 7 years... I don't even know if anything has changed. Life's passing by infront of my eyes. I'm about to release one of my dreams this year and I can't believe it's real. 2009 and 2010 were horrible years for me. Literally crying everyday I thought I was not going to make it. Mj's music helped me so much. He as a person helped me so much. This may sounds corny but he gives me hope. I just love him so much. Discovering him was one of the best things in my life no joke. I don't think I would still be here today if it wasn't for his music. I feel like listening to him opened me to the world in a way...
Also, am I the only one who feels angry sometimes? I'm mad at him because he gave up. He gave up music, he gave up on his health... things could have been so different, I don't believe in GOD but damn, this man was born for something. The last decade of his life was such a mess, it makes me so MAD. I saw pictures of Paris the other day and I told myself "how could he leave them?". I know he lived too much things but he was a strong....
I can't believe I'm writing this omg but I needed it

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