How can she feel relieved and disappointed? She needs to get it together.
one one side she is relieved she has moment for herself but i guess also dissapointed cause she may think something is wrong that they aren't there.
She wants to be popular but she can't cope with attention well i guess
halsey is really just a hologram singing girl from japan come to life. ignore her personality & just appreciate the music (colors & roman holiday)....music not the personality!