The Mockingbird OST is pretty cute btw, I must say
Last Calling
BRIDGE/HOOK
These are the last callings that were never dealt with hope
You were the last friend that I'd ever come too close (or had ever known)
Hidden away with a never-telling end
To delve into much frequent oppression that's held against me constantly
To live with such standards on a whim just to fit in (and set myself free)
Our last calling together was left on a bittersweet note
Wish I had made amends and maybe I wouldn't have been so alone
Cause this is my last call, fall, fall, last calling to you (yet so soon)
[RAP] VERSE #1
Countless acts of soul-selling signs
Swept up by the fallen tides
Here in Atlantis
All is done
Amidst the enlightened few throughout the vines
I've always been known to have lived a lie
In the demonic flames that behold their sunken eyes
The solemn creatures that possess all minds and time
We're left with those that have grown as none
As they seek the message behind our blood-orange sun
Last calling
I've come undone
Last calling
Neglected as one
CHORUS
I've had enough
I'm only a none in seven billion
One step away from a bleak fantasy
Enough of the marks that have invested and infested within my burning heart
Sometimes it just seems like sweet sweet ecstasy
Lost all true signs of integrity (baby)
Fighting the urge to destroy whatever cannot be seen or unseen
Fed up of just being another one of those "freaks"
This is my last falling
Pay attention to our last calling
You must agree
That enough is enough
Enough of being me
POST-CHORUS
You cannot take myself away from me
For I am all I wanna be
Who are you to let yourself know about me
Please just let me live and leave in harmony
I've had enough of this kinda ****ed salvation
Fed up
VERSE #2
From the stale riverbeds
Where the coral seems to perfectly grow
What lies under those sea of rocks
Is a long long tale that has never been bothered to be told
I am not the one with a razor blade
The scars have already been cut too deep (to be saved)
I cannot feel anything anymore no, no, please, no more
A future generation built on injustice and war
Enough of this ******** (BS)
I can't live like this for a second longer
The rift between us is growing stronger
Our last calling is nothing said
Just a resting bed
Just a resting bed
Just a resting bed
Just a resting bed
[GUITAR RIFF/SAX SOLO]
BRIDGE/HOOK
These are the last callings that were never dealt with hope
You were the last friend that I'd ever come too close (or had ever known)
Hidden away with a never-telling end
Only had the rest of my years to spend
POST-CHORUS
You cannot take myself away from me
For I am all I wanna be
Who are you to let yourself know about me?
Please just let me live and leave in harmony
I've had enough of this kinda ****ed salvation
Fed up
CHORUS
I've had enough
I'm only a none in seven billion
One step away from a bleak fantasy
Enough of the marks that have invested and infested within my burning heart
Sometimes it just seems like sweet sweet ecstasy
Lost all true signs of integrity (baby)
Fighting the urge to destroy whatever cannot be seen or unseen
Fed up of just being another one of those "freaks"
This is my last falling
Pay attention to our last calling
You must agree
That enough is enough
Enough of being me
BRIDGE/HOOK [KEY CHANGE]
These are the last callings that were never dealt with hope
You were the last friend that I'd ever asked to lend for rope (it's time to go)
Cursed truth and faint cracks in the perfect bitch you may have believed to meet
Hard-hitting blows inflicted wounds that only I could ever see
Sense of a home I could even call my own (forever alone)
Much suffering within this smiling ass freak
Please just let me live and leave in harmony
Hidden away until at the edge of my soul
Our last calling is nothing really much to be said
Just a resting bed
Just a resting bed
Just a resting bed
Just a resting head
My last calling signals
The end
This one will always have such a special place in my heart but even I cannot deny its apparent abnormalities. Like it's cute and has so much potential...but like come on now, the melodies were ALL over the place and don't even get me started on the clunky ass lyrics and the structure omfg.
It's probably the riskiest and most experimental song I've ever written tbqmfh and it was for round TWO of last season after I wrote this Gospel ass mess of an introduction song for round ONE, titled:
'Human Nature'
I just went Yoko on that bitch especially when I literally had no songwriting experience at all f