“I want to be a bottle blonde. I don’t know why, but I feel conned. I want to be an idol teen. I wish I hadnt been so clean. I want to stay inside all day. I want the world to go away. I want blood, guts, and chocolate cake. I wanna be a living fake. I might need some reality, but I’m busy living in a dream. Prom queen in her tiny dress, leading cheer in her Sunday best. I wish I’d been a teen, I wish I’d been a teen idle. Gunshot cathedral, burning up the bible! Feeling super, super, super, super suicidal. The wasted years, the wasted youth, the pretty lies, the ugly truth.
The day has come where I have died only to find I’ve come alive.”
~Teen Idle. Marina and the Diamonds.
Beautiful, just Beautiful
Numb, too.
But this base thread needs some life, so I'll take. 
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