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Originally posted by helloDer
Aww... Judas and BR just have something so special that makes you want to belt out the chorus while dancing but at the same time you can really feel every word that she is saying...
TEOG is the only song that surpasses it IMO bcz it just has so much emotion u can feel her message and connect with her.. And on top of that the instrumental  and story behind it |
Let me explain briefly for you why they mean so much to me.
When I was a senior in high school, I was doing a dual enrollment program, and my friend started to crush on this guy (whom she believed to be straight). Well, someone then told us that he was gay! So I added him on Facebook, thinking that y'know, I could at least be friends with more gay people (cause y'know there weren't many at my high school other than me, especially as proud of it as I was (and continue to be today)).
Well, we talked on facebook for like hours one day, and then we started to text. We texted for 9 days and then he told me to go to this party, which I went to. He didn't really talk to me when I was there other than ask where I was staying that night. My friend and I left and he was all, "You left?!?!" Then, y'know, we kept talking and he suggested that I come over to his room. So I went there and I had sex for the first time.
The next day, he was all, "I gotta go to church; I'll text you later." Well, I waited 2 days before I messaged him cause he never texted me. He was super nonchalant. Then there was this month or so period where I would try to talk to him because I was truly upset. I would have never had sex with him had I known what it was going to end up being. Then, I started to date this rebound, and this rebound said he talked to the guy in question and he called me
annoying and immature. So, I confronted him about it, and he confirmed the annoying part. Said I always wanted to talk when he didn't, etc,. Then he apologized for everything.
I logged off Facebook, and I turned on Bad Romance, and I cried. I'd never been that upset my entire life, including when I came out to my parents. My body was trembling, and my stomach was churning.
Fast forward to when Judas came out. A lot more had happened (me embarrassing myself). At one point before Judas came out, I went to a party drunk as all get out (because my most recent ex [I've only had 3 bfs ever] was rushing into his fraternity, and I was upset about that because the guy in question told me while my ex and I were dating that he was pursuing him). Then, I told him that I loved him (I was blackout drunk), and he just walked away. I apparently pulled an oscar worthy temper tantrum after that.
So, when Judas came out, it was like Gaga was SPILLING THE TEA about my real life. Cause he's such a horrible person to me, and a bad influence on my life, and yet I'm still enthralled by him.
But hey I bought the BTV and SE so I guess I'm good lol 
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