I had a lot of really intense experiences when I was younger, some of which I have shared with all of you and some of which I haven’t. And the ice cream truck is meant to be a representation of sort of the destruction of youth at a very young time in my life, so while I’m walking down this road to find love the memories of the destruction of my youth sort of get in the way and that’s how I wanted to open the video because I think it really sets up the rest of the story… So in the beginning of the video I’m battered quite brutally