And I really hate the last sentence here. She has many moments of looking like she's about to kill it, then it's like a tomato in my face. There's always next era...though we've all been saying that for three albums now. Makes you think will it ever change. And I'm far from saying she should be able to perform like she did when she was 21. But the severity of the decline is heartbreaking.
Actually, we saw less than 15 sec of that rehearsal. We got excited for nothing, cause all the signs were there, especially from the 24/7 partying all night days before the show. That isn't happening now.
However, I must say, if she doesn't perform, I won't freak out. I'm working myself to not expect her to perform, I'm just expecting her to be there, look hot and win something.