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Originally posted by Hollywood
Is it sad that I would rather have a relationship where I can actually be happy with someone for more then just 30 minutes or so. Random sex with someone (or hooking up like the kids call it) is kinda boring. 
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No. It's definitely wonderful.
It's what I want ultimately, but at the moment, I'm far too jaded for it.
I'm still obsessively in love with my "first."
I've been trying to find someone to fill the void since; three years later and It's still not working out.
For some reason, I think as long as I love Gaga, I'll love/be in love with him (considering...we fooled around at the peak of my Gaga obsession and right around the time the BR demo leaked).