Anyway since I have nothing better to do why not explain what has happened in my atrl history. Who cares if anyone reads this....
I remember the day I joined atrl. New to Music and the internet in general I was a very positive person. I always wrote
and
in my posts and complimented members on their accomplishments. I was never rude to anyone and never made any shade. One day I went into SYG and commented on someone's post with a simple response. A member who there is no reason to mention randomly went off on how I should take that to someone who cared what my opinion was. I think that really changed how I acted from then on. Slowly I began to shade more and began to become more rude and mean. It was just a continuous downward spiral of hate. This resulted in me leaving atrl for a month but when I came back I realized nothing had changed....except for the fact that more of my friends had left and I increasingly shaded and hated on everyone. My happiness on atrl plummeted quickly and I just became another person stuck in shade. It's funny how one moment can change everything.....
lol I remember in m goodbye thread before I left for that month looking through the comments one last time and seeing that same member who called me out in SYG for no particular reason say "Bye and don't bother coming back".... eh, I guess that really irked me the wrong way too. To notice that someone hated me for no reason at all. And that's pretty much why I suck now on atrl
What!?!?! You didn't send it? He said he's not accepting any after the deadline.. which was a little over 3 hours ago. 
your a funny one. anyways so quiet in here around this time a night 
i think i should wake up early.
