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Today was the first day that i got to chill wit my best friend AKA CRUSH 1 on 1 in 3 months. Bitch asked me to go to his house because his parents is outta town and also his skanky GF. Anyway, so we got there and the bitch got hungry, but refused to eat random noodle. He begged me to cook him FRIED RICE because he knows im good at it and promised to do all the cleaning. I agreed, but asked him to help me with all the chopping. The bitch looked soo ****in cute when he was cutting the scallion, and he cried a little while he was chopping the shallots and garlic. I felt like we were a married couple at dat point because it was just me and him in his house cooking.  it took us probably 25 minutes to finished cooking. Bitch said he luvs ma ****in cooking.. dead I canttt. Anyway we eat the food while watching this lame ass thriller. The movie suck soo bad, but I didn’t really care since all I did was staring at his ****in cute ass face the entire 2 hours and 20 minutes. After we finished the movie, I KINDA felt like I should come out to him about how I feel. Before I got a chance, bitch brought his ****ty ugly ass GF up. He then told me that he has never love anyone this much before. Further worst, he said he finally found the right one. ATM, I felt like I got PUNCHED in teh face reall hard by a 300lbs wrestler. I got soo confused n didn’t know what to say back. I wanted to just scream n cry, but I cant. I literally cried in my car for 30 minutes after I left his house.
I hate that I like ma ****in BESTFRIEND soo much. I don’t know what to do now………. As long as im still friend wit him, theres no way I can move on from this ***. LORD help me i really need to move on from this straight ***, but i dont know how.
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Originally posted by Kh-Loud
Today was the first day that i got to chill wit my best friend AKA CRUSH 1 on 1 in 3 months. Bitch asked me to go to his house because his parents is outta town and also his skanky GF. Anyway, so we got there and the bitch got hungry, but refused to eat random noodle. He begged me to cook him FRIED RICE because he knows im good at it and promised to do all the cleaning. I agreed, but asked him to help me with all the chopping. The bitch looked soo ****in cute when he was cutting the scallion, and he cried a little while he was chopping the shallots and garlic. I felt like we were a married couple at dat point because it was just me and him in his house cooking. it took us probably 25 minutes to finished cooking. Bitch said he luvs ma ****in cooking.. dead I canttt. Anyway we eat the food while watching this lame ass thriller. The movie suck soo bad, but I didn’t really care since all I did was staring at his ****in cute ass face the entire 2 hours and 20 minutes. After we finished the movie, I KINDA felt like I should come out to him about how I feel. Before I got a chance, bitch brought his ****ty ugly ass GF up. He then told me that he has never love anyone this much before. Further worst, he said he finally found the right one. ATM, I felt like I got PUNCHED in teh face reall hard by a 300lbs wrestler. I got soo confused n didn’t know what to say back. I wanted to just scream n cry, but I cant. I literally cried in my car for 30 minutes after I left his house.
I hate that I like ma ****in BESTFRIEND soo much. I don’t know what to do now………. As long as im still friend wit him, theres no way I can move on from this ***. LORD help me i really need to move on from this straight ***, but i dont know how.
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Aww Sam. I love you. 
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Originally posted by Kh-Loud
Today was the first day that i got to chill wit my best friend AKA CRUSH 1 on 1 in 3 months. Bitch asked me to go to his house because his parents is outta town and also his skanky GF. Anyway, so we got there and the bitch got hungry, but refused to eat random noodle. He begged me to cook him FRIED RICE because he knows im good at it and promised to do all the cleaning. I agreed, but asked him to help me with all the chopping. The bitch looked soo ****in cute when he was cutting the scallion, and he cried a little while he was chopping the shallots and garlic. I felt like we were a married couple at dat point because it was just me and him in his house cooking. it took us probably 25 minutes to finished cooking. Bitch said he luvs ma ****in cooking.. dead I canttt. Anyway we eat the food while watching this lame ass thriller. The movie suck soo bad, but I didn’t really care since all I did was staring at his ****in cute ass face the entire 2 hours and 20 minutes. After we finished the movie, I KINDA felt like I should come out to him about how I feel. Before I got a chance, bitch brought his ****ty ugly ass GF up. He then told me that he has never love anyone this much before. Further worst, he said he finally found the right one. ATM, I felt like I got PUNCHED in teh face reall hard by a 300lbs wrestler. I got soo confused n didn’t know what to say back. I wanted to just scream n cry, but I cant. I literally cried in my car for 30 minutes after I left his house.
I hate that I like ma ****in BESTFRIEND soo much. I don’t know what to do now………. As long as im still friend wit him, theres no way I can move on from this ***. LORD help me i really need to move on from this straight ***, but i dont know how.
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Sam, sis, I am SO sorry. That is ****ing terrible, and I know it must have been really hard keeping a smile on your face after hearing him say that. I'd be so pissed/hurt/upset/etc. It's a really ****** situation to be in. I think, in order to move on, you have to downgrade your relationship with him. If you want to stay friends with him but move on, start talking to him way less, and also try to erase him from your mind. Make him one of those friends that you only talk to once in awhile, and when you talk, talk about stuff that doesn't have much emotional attachment to it. But if you want to move on from your friendship with him as well, you're going to have to just quit talking to him altogether. Or tell him you like him alot and you know it won't work out, so you're going to have to take some time away from him to move on. Again sis, I am so sorry.
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this show is boring 
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Repeatedly, I get neglected
You claim that I am un-perfected
Now watch my frustration grow
Then wonder why this girl let go
Do what you want and make me into your American Dream
Say what you want, it’s just another part of your mad machine
Make what you want, who can I blame?
You’re all the same
Is it just me, sleeping with the enemy?
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Aww Sam. I love you. |
thank you sis 
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Originally posted by ManDown
Sam, sis, I am SO sorry. That is ****ing terrible, and I know it must have been really hard keeping a smile on your face after hearing him say that. I'd be so pissed/hurt/upset/etc. It's a really ****** situation to be in. I think, in order to move on, you have to downgrade your relationship with him. If you want to stay friends with him but move on, start talking to him way less, and also try to erase him from your mind. Make him one of those friends that you only talk to once in awhile, and when you talk, talk about stuff that doesn't have much emotional attachment to it. But if you want to move on from your friendship with him as well, you're going to have to just quit talking to him altogether. Or tell him you like him alot and you know it won't work out, so you're going to have to take some time away from him to move on. Again sis, I am so sorry. |
thank you sis! sis i dont want to lose my friendship between me and him. there were soo much memories that we've done together. sis its going to be soo hard to quite talking to him all of the sudden because we have 4 classes together and we stt together in 3 of the classes  i see his ass at school everyday. sis i remember when i first tried so hard to be his friend, and now i kinda want to keep my distance away. sis normally i get over my crush soo quick, but this one is soo tough. no matter what happen sis, i'll consider this *** my first love enventhough its a one side love. the feeling that he put me thru at time was worse than gettin stab by a knife!
sometime i feel like i rather be hurt dan to leave him! im soo dumbb!
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Originally posted by ManDown
Sam, sis, I am SO sorry. That is ****ing terrible, and I know it must have been really hard keeping a smile on your face after hearing him say that. I'd be so pissed/hurt/upset/etc. It's a really ****** situation to be in. I think, in order to move on, you have to downgrade your relationship with him. If you want to stay friends with him but move on, start talking to him way less, and also try to erase him from your mind. Make him one of those friends that you only talk to once in awhile, and when you talk, talk about stuff that doesn't have much emotional attachment to it. But if you want to move on from your friendship with him as well, you're going to have to just quit talking to him altogether. Or tell him you like him alot and you know it won't work out, so you're going to have to take some time away from him to move on. Again sis, I am so sorry. |
I agree with this advice.
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Originally posted by Kh-Loud
Today was the first day that i got to chill wit my best friend AKA CRUSH 1 on 1 in 3 months. Bitch asked me to go to his house because his parents is outta town and also his skanky GF. Anyway, so we got there and the bitch got hungry, but refused to eat random noodle. He begged me to cook him FRIED RICE because he knows im good at it and promised to do all the cleaning. I agreed, but asked him to help me with all the chopping. The bitch looked soo ****in cute when he was cutting the scallion, and he cried a little while he was chopping the shallots and garlic. I felt like we were a married couple at dat point because it was just me and him in his house cooking. it took us probably 25 minutes to finished cooking. Bitch said he luvs ma ****in cooking.. dead I canttt. Anyway we eat the food while watching this lame ass thriller. The movie suck soo bad, but I didn’t really care since all I did was staring at his ****in cute ass face the entire 2 hours and 20 minutes. After we finished the movie, I KINDA felt like I should come out to him about how I feel. Before I got a chance, bitch brought his ****ty ugly ass GF up. He then told me that he has never love anyone this much before. Further worst, he said he finally found the right one. ATM, I felt like I got PUNCHED in teh face reall hard by a 300lbs wrestler. I got soo confused n didn’t know what to say back. I wanted to just scream n cry, but I cant. I literally cried in my car for 30 minutes after I left his house.
I hate that I like ma ****in BESTFRIEND soo much. I don’t know what to do now………. As long as im still friend wit him, theres no way I can move on from this ***. LORD help me i really need to move on from this straight ***, but i dont know how.
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Aww, but Sam I have told you so many time to not make that much illusions!. You should first make sure he is gay, my advice is that if you trust in him a lot, you should come out to him, if he's all straight, he'd understand and if he's not, interesting things might happen  .
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Originally posted by Chemist
Aww, but Sam I have told you so many time to not make that much illusions!. You should first make sure he is gay, my advice is that if you trust in him a lot, you should come out to him, if he's all straight, he'd understand and if he's not, interesting things might happen . |
sis theres no way that this *** is GAY! theres might be a 15% chance that he might be bi. teh bitch dated two diff gurls in three months sis i cant!
i can probably come out to him without fearing that my secret will be exposed, but im scared. theres something holding me from breakin this barrel! i dont have enough gut n incentive too!
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Are you also his best friend? I mean look at it this way. He won't mind or hold it against you, or you'll ****. Just don't say I LOVE YOU I WANT TO **** YOU. Just come out to him as gay and don't mention your obsession with him. He can't react rashly to that.
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Originally posted by Kh-Loud
Today was the first day that i got to chill wit my best friend AKA CRUSH 1 on 1 in 3 months. Bitch asked me to go to his house because his parents is outta town and also his skanky GF. Anyway, so we got there and the bitch got hungry, but refused to eat random noodle. He begged me to cook him FRIED RICE because he knows im good at it and promised to do all the cleaning. I agreed, but asked him to help me with all the chopping. The bitch looked soo ****in cute when he was cutting the scallion, and he cried a little while he was chopping the shallots and garlic. I felt like we were a married couple at dat point because it was just me and him in his house cooking. it took us probably 25 minutes to finished cooking. Bitch said he luvs ma ****in cooking.. dead I canttt. Anyway we eat the food while watching this lame ass thriller. The movie suck soo bad, but I didn’t really care since all I did was staring at his ****in cute ass face the entire 2 hours and 20 minutes. After we finished the movie, I KINDA felt like I should come out to him about how I feel. Before I got a chance, bitch brought his ****ty ugly ass GF up. He then told me that he has never love anyone this much before. Further worst, he said he finally found the right one. ATM, I felt like I got PUNCHED in teh face reall hard by a 300lbs wrestler. I got soo confused n didn’t know what to say back. I wanted to just scream n cry, but I cant. I literally cried in my car for 30 minutes after I left his house.
I hate that I like ma ****in BESTFRIEND soo much. I don’t know what to do now………. As long as im still friend wit him, theres no way I can move on from this ***. LORD help me i really need to move on from this straight ***, but i dont know how.
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Wooah  Your time will come Sam!
edit: all the advice given should be really helpful. I've never been in a situation like yours so I'm really of no help... Just be yourself and give it time! Be strong! 
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aww man I missed everybody on here...
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nobody really does. you cant do anything about it. do you think you love him, how much time do you two spend together? or is it just sexual?
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Originally posted by bobiix
nobody really does. you cant do anything about it. do you think you love him, how much time do you two spend together? or is it just sexual?
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sis i hate to sound over dramatic, but i've been liking this *** for over a year n half. we first met when we were in 6 grade, n now we're seniors in high school. wat do u think sis?
i am such a lame bitch
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Wooah Your time will come Sam!
edit: all the advice given should be really helpful. I've never been in a situation like yours so I'm really of no help... Just be yourself and give it time! Be strong! |
Amen gurl! i have never gotten this much supports in life before sis if u have a hot friend, dont let yourself fall for him. that just my advice to you!
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Originally posted by Kh-Loud
sis i hate to sound over dramatic, but i've been liking this *** for over a year n half. we first met when we were in 6 grade, n now we're seniors in high school. wat do u think sis?
i am such a lame bitch
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you havent really answered my question, sis. do you think you fell in love with him, do you think about him when hes not around or is it more like when you see him you get horny and would like to be with him?
doesnt really matter though. 
are you alright now?
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Originally posted by Kh-Loud
[B][COLOR="Red"]sis i hate to sound over dramatic, but i've been liking this *** for over a year n half. we first met when we were in 6 grade, n now we're seniors in high school. wat do u think sis?
i am such a lame bitch
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Go for it! If this is the only chance you have to open up then let him embrace your sexuality with open arms! You never know! And you've been friends with him long enough to maybe stay budies when you move off and away to college!
You're not lame btw...
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Originally posted by bobiix
you havent really answered my question, sis. do you think you fell in love with him, do you think about him when hes not around or is it more like when you see him you get horny and would like to be with him?
doesnt really matter though.
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i hope this answer your question!
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without
Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so just funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar Pillow/Iphone
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
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part of me wanna comes out to him as a bi, the other half wanna wait 6 more months because untill then im probably be in college. therefore it'll be easier to forget him!