Im really starting to feel depressed today. I Have noticed I have no friends, no guys are interest in me my whole family thinks im Gonna turn out like my psycho cousin bc I have no friends or social life so they put me down more, I've stop eating I've stop leaving the house. I just miss my old life

I miss the terry days I just can't believe how **** my life has gotten... Im never Gonna do anything stupid because I'm a strong woman, but I dunno it's hard to even make friends bc I'm Way too shy. Im Gonna pick up my Meds next week.