so yesterday (tuesday) i finally hung out with this guy i got matched on Tinder like 2 1/2 months ago and it was actually so weird, messy, and fun??
like we've been strictly talking on snapchat for a long time and we finally hung out yesterday and it started out well and fine. we were laughing and trying to find a way to the park. but when we got there there was no where to park (we could have just walked) but he said 'nah' so we tried other parks but we couldnt find them because of my 'bad directions' and then when i accidentally said the wrong direction, he blew THE **** UP on me and literally i was so confused and shocked. he told me 'do you even know what common sense means??' and i was like 'i dont know the dictonary definition but i kinda do i think' (i meant it honestly) but he thought i was being a smart-ass and he kept on moaning and groaning and i honestly wanted to go home and cry.
he said that im a smartass and that i dont give a **** about anything or anyone & that i act like one of those popular girls in movies that always hate and talk **** about everyone. remind you, I LITERALLY DIDNT DO ONE SINGLE BAD THING EXCEPT ACCIDENTALLY **** UP THE DIRECTIONS. so like??? i legit sat there shocked with my mouth wide open. like at this point im already over it and ready to go home. i then explain myself and that maybe it comes out as 'sarcastic' but i honestly get confused alot and im not that smart or bright. but he then said, 'well yeah. now you know what you need to work on.' like, excuse me? what I need to work on?
i told him NOBODY has ever told me that and he continued 'your friends must be holding back. how cant nobody ever tell you this before? arent they the people you always hang around? idk how they do it tbh' and i wanted to ****ing crawl under the seat & never come out. i honestly, couldnt believe what i was hearing and felt like so much ****. so it had so much awkward silence until we started to get somewhere close to my house and i (dumbly) started up a conversation about random **** about my personal life and then he parked near my house and we just sat there, in the car talking about the randomest **** ever and it actually went really well and nice. i was laughing and it was fun. so then i went in my house around 9:30pm or so and i havent messaged him since (ill wait until tomorrow maybe)
but i still cant get over what happened earlier. like,
