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Originally posted by J a y
Thanks, but that's the main reason as to why I pretend to everyone that everything's fine - online and offline. As soon as I close my front door and turn off this laptop, that's when I most feel at peace with myself. I've taken medication, I've seen doctors, and nothing seems to be working. As Amy once said, it's like I don't have an outlet. I can't sing, play an instrument, write music, I don't drink nor do I do drugs excessively.. I can't even cry anymore. I'm 25 and I feel 45. What am I supposed to do when these doctors diagnose me and say you're not insane yet feel like **** no matter what you do to be happy. Tired.
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I don't know I think medication is not the way to go when you're depressed.
sure, it works for some people but I believe it's just a temporary fix, I've been depressed, I know what it feels like, but I didn't take any pills to try to "get over it", I didn't like them.
I tried taking antidepressants and that's when I felt most empty and lost, it felt so weird so I only took them for like a week and decided to stop and work from there.
sounds cliche, but it does get better in time, you just have to figure yourself out first.
