Dahhlings!! I've been back from my trip to NYC for a week now but only now that I'm home for Christmas I have the time and ease to be back on here, too. How is everyone? Is Beth back yet? Have you all seen the Queen's directorial debut yet? Have my fellow European lambs gotten their tickets for the tour? Oh, and please tell me all about the "Christmas in New York" song that she sang at her last show -- what's with that?
I have been in a state of bliss even since I saw her live ten days ago. I still can't find the words to express how overwhelming that was for me. When she opened the show I had tears in my eyes because I was actually
seeing the woman I have been stanning for almost 14 years now. There were
quite a few lipsynch moments but she sang live for the most poart and sounded so incredibly good. She also seemed to be in such a good place and that made me really happy, too.
Only when the show was over and we left through the back exit I realized that she would have to leave the theater, too.
So I joined the crowd that was awaiting her and EVENTUALLY when Dem Babies and Kristofer had already left she came out, too.
At first she went straight to her car but then she came out again and greeted her fans and I was literally standing like one or two meters away from her for a few seconds. My heart was POUNDING as hard as the beat in the I Still Believe King's remix lol.
I am so happy I'll get the chance to see her next year already AGAIN. What a time to be a lamb!
if you survived for 14 years I can survive too 
But besides them I felt like everybody was really into it and enjoying Mariah and themselves.
