I should leave atrl for a few days. My head starts to hurt everytime i enter a Paris thread. And curiosity won't let me stop entering one

I keep trying to piece the whole situation, but i can't & my head just gets ****ed. Idk what i feel. Creeped? Scared? Annoyed? Angry? Lost? Hopeless? Why do i overthink so much
I'm too fragile & uneducated for this.
Back to fashion blogs & maybe start watching TV again.
Relax, Karp.