[Damien M]

Originally posted by iHype.

Did you talk to your sister about it? If not, then you should invite her over / go to her house and talk to her about it for awhile. Until you feel like everything is sorted and you've dealt with everything.

My 6 months-pregnant sister? Nahh, she has enough on her plate already
Anyway, I'll just drink my problems away figure it out *sigh

[Click Clack]

Originally posted by iHype.

I was low-key scared he was gonna OD and those were gonna be his last posts.

But a part of me also wanted to ask him to gift me something on Amazon.

You need yo ass beat.

[G.U.Y. Gaga]

I think I'm still drunk from last night

[Taste of Honey]

Originally posted by G.U.Y. Gaga

I think I'm still drunk from last night

Nnn I always feel like that after I drink. I'm more than likely just hungover though.

[Flare]

Originally posted by Doc

Y'all saw the drug induced meltdown in the blogs/HQ? I've never seen something like that before, I feel so awful and uncomfortable.

I'm still screaming. It said you two are besties. Is that true?

[I Am Music]

I read the blog, he seriously needs help.
Mess at the one member saying he should take more drugs on top of the ones he's already having. That post should have been deleted and that member banned

[Deemy]

Originally posted by BabyCantYouSee

I don't talk to gay people in real life, but is being a bottom actually stigmatized in the gay community? That's extremely idiotic if so.

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[Click Clack]

[MCBeth]

Originally posted by Damien M

My grandad passed away on Tuesday and it's hitting me so hard.

I had a date late last night and midway through it I had to cut it short cuz my hands were shaking + I felt like i couldn't breathe. So I made up an excuse and left.

What's weird is that i was OK at first and I thought I was strong but now I'm literally on the verge of a nervous breakdown.
Am I over sharing?

You need to talk to someone like @iHype said. You'd be surprised at how much you'll feel better after you have your feels out of your system. It's never good to keep things in. By the way, I'm sorry for you loss.

[BabyCantYouSee]

Originally posted by Deemy

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Lmao. Well I have. I meant I'm not friends with any...well any out ones. It's not that I don't want to or anything either.

[iHype.]

Originally posted by MCBeth

I'm sorry for you lose.

Illiterate thot.

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My mom is talking to my aunt about my cousin who's bi and she's so annoying about it ugh. She's not homophobic, but when I come out (I planned to next month ), whew the discussions.

She keeps saying he's gay, even though he's bi. She clearly doesn't think people can be bi.

And she said "Well, I'm not sure he's actually gay, because he's a virgin and you can't really know until you know what gay people do and you like doing that" (alluding to you have to like ****ing a man / being ****ed by a man to be gay). Like um, you don't have to be sexually active to know your sexuality, or even be into sex to be gay or straight.

She thinks he's hasn't truly found out if he likes guys, and he's turning 18 next month. He's been bi for like 3 years, and is dating a guy. He knows bitch.

[Damien M]

Originally posted by MCBeth

You need to talk to someone like @iHype said. You'd be surprised at how much you'll feel better after you have your feels out of your system. It's never good to keep things in. By the way, I'm sorry for you lose.

thanks, I'll try

[Deemy]

Damien I know how you feel. I lost my grandma last year and I cried for days. Even some times when Im alone nd I think of her I get teary eyed. You'll get through it with time. I was very close to her (my maternal Grandma) and it took me a while for it to sink in that she's not there physically anymore. But I know she's there watching over me and communicating with me spiritually. I'm sure your grandma has that same purpose for you. But cry, scream, talk and express your emotions. It helps.

[Damien M]

Originally posted by Deemy

Damien I know how you feel. I lost my grandma last year and I cried for days. Even some times when Im alone nd I think of her I get teary eyed. You'll get through it with time. I was very close to her (my maternal Grandma) and it took me a while for it to sink in that she's not there physically anymore. But I know she's there watching over me and communicating with me spiritually. I'm sure your grandma has that same purpose for you. But cry, scream, talk and express your emotions. It helps.

Yeah, i literally feel sick. I saw him just this past Sunday!
I'm not a cry-er though. I haven't cried in like 10 years. And i can't talk about my feelings either, lol.

I need to be in some kind of drug induced haze to get by the next few days.
Recommendations please!

[MCBeth]

Originally posted by iHype.

Illiterate thot.

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Kiss my ass.

Originally posted by Damien M

thanks, I'll try

No problem.

[Doc]

Damien, I'm so sorry to hear that.
I agree with everyone, it's really best to talk it out. Even if you don't want to talk to someone you know IRL, talking it out consistently with people online will help too. Just as long as you're never alone with thoughts that you haven't expressed to anyone, you'll make it though.

Originally posted by iHype.

I was low-key scared he was gonna OD and those were gonna be his last posts.

But a part of me also wanted to ask him to gift me something on Amazon.

you know the **** what

[Big Smoke]

lol Rihvention is such a ****ing clown, I hope he goes for the same swim that Whitney Houston did. Lame ******.

Oh and keep the faith Dame. I remember When I lost my grandad it ****ed me up too. It's been 13 years an I still miss him. Condelences fam. But talk to family member or something. talking to ghosts (us) will only do so much.

And cry that **** out man. I'm not a crier either, but I was bawling like hell when he passed. It's good therapy.

[Doc]

Originally posted by Big Smoke

lol Rihvention is such a ****ing clown, I hope he goes for the same swim that Whitney Houston did. Lame ******.

That's absolutely disgusting.

[I Am Music]

Originally posted by Doc

That's absolutely disgusting.

What did you expect?

And yes, talking it out does a lot of good. it helps.

[Callisto.]

Originally posted by Big Smoke

lol Rihvention is such a ****ing clown, I hope he goes for the same swim that Whitney Houston did. Lame ******.

Oh and keep the faith Dame. I remember When I lost my grandad it ****ed me up too. It's been 13 years an I still miss him. Condelences fam. But talk to family member or something. talking to ghosts (us) will only do so much.

And cry that **** out man. I'm not a crier either, but I was bawling like hell when he passed. It's good therapy.

Not telling one person in emotional distress to die but telling another to go to therapy within the same post.