He's good. He finally went to sleep at about 4 am this morning and then woke up at 9. It's exhausting. I'm still trying to figure out how to balance things in my life and start making time for me again because of right now everything is about Kingston and which is fine (I love my baby), but it's been 4 months and caring for him is a 24 hr job. I signed up for it and I'm the happiest I've ever been, but I'm in the process of trying to go back to school and something's got to give so I'm currently trying to get him on a sleep schedule which isn't working yet because he still likes to stay up all of the night and talk to mommy. When it's daddy's night he always seems to go to sleep at a reasonable hr, but me? Chile, please. And I'm not trustworthy at all so I'm not going to just drop my baby off at anyone's house for some much needed time to myself. Hell I'm just now getting over the anxiety to allow my fiance to keep him by himself so one of my Mother's Day gifts was a me day this past weekend. It's crazy and definitely a learning experience. I feel like I learn something new about him every single day and also myself as a woman. In a nutshell, I'm tired and about to go stir crazy from constantly being in the house, but at the same time I do absolutely love my son and I feel like my life truly serves a real purpose now. I don't think I would ever want to go back to days without ****** diapers and breastfeeding.
What was child labor like? I can't see myself giving birth....too scary.
I hated it. I had a few complications because of my Sickle Cell. They had to put me on oxygen and stuff. I had to have an episiotomy and my vagina hasn't been the same since
I hated it. I had a few complications because of my Sickle Cell. They had to put me on oxygen and stuff. I had to have an episiotomy and my vagina hasn't been the same since
somebody get me a dictionary
I had a few complications because of my Sickle Cell. They had to put me on oxygen and stuff. I had to have an episiotomy and my vagina hasn't been the same since 
@ you thinking only iPhones have autocorrect
