my first childhood memory is that i was 3-4 yo and wearing my sister's red skirt and i was so happy and dancing etc. till my dad came in the room and slapped me in the face for it
i still get emotional over it
when i was 5 i bought my mother lipstick on mother's day, but she didn't use it at all, i was so sad, one day i used it on myself, then my mother came in the room and she choosed the way to handle it that my father choosed before
i've always played with girls and not with boys. i didn't play with cars or guns or other toys that boys usually play, i wasn't good at football or fighting. my parents thought i don't like playing with toys -i was actually enjoying playing with dolls- so they bought me books instead. i was into drawing, i was drawing cute girls and cute dresses for them. I loved designing girls dresses
i was wathing pokemon, digimon, sailor moon but not watching tsubasa, i was never into football or boy sports.
My voice was so thin.I was too polite .People always knew there was something different with me. My nickname was "Miss Afferty". They choosed the way excluding me instead of understanding me
I get too emotional when i think about my childhood
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When I was in pre-school my mom had the Baby One More Time album, the single was playing and I made her wait with me in the car for the song to end before she took me inside.
Well, I guess we did, bc when we heard someone coming upstairs we'd get dressed and act like we were playing a game or something. I wish I never did that 
