Imagine waking up every morning to an ex-drug dealer who was convicted for assault (stabbing), who has also physically abused women (on tape!) and looks like this:
Imagine him having repeatedly inserted his member into you night after night for 15 years while he drools all over you and him being the father of your child (also destroying your beauty and genes for the future). And imagine not being able to leave him or your whole career which you have built around him will collapse