I'm in a really complicated situation right now. I love this guy who i know for a while now. He's 10 years older than me, has a job and has a life. I'm in college, no job and i live with my parents. Idk, it sucks.
I don't think he has real "love" feelings for me but he loves me as a friend and we would kiss and hugs every time we see each other and tells me he loves me and misses me so much. I meet him once every 1-2 months and every time, he drops me off at home (i can drive but he likes to pick me up to go out), i would start to get really emotional because i care and love him a lot. It sucks... it does. Where must there be a wall between love
