omg i have my first legitimate crush on a girl. my bisexuality is finally being tested
anyway, i've heard about her for a while but she wasn't on my radar until earlier this year when she sent me a FB friend request. i accepted, wondering at the time how she even knew about me. we go to the same school but we had never talked. i always thought she was a little weird, but in a fashionable and interesting way. i also knew that she hung out with one of my school's out and proud lesbians.
a lot. that doesn't really prove anything but i aways thought she was into girls.
fast forward to last week. she's in the hallway with the aforementioned lesbian. lesbian says hi to me and i was going to keep it moving but then SHE stops me and is like "i want to get to now you. everyone says your awesome." i was so taken aback because i've really been thinking about her these past few weeks, before this conversation even happened. she's so beautiful and fashionable. i've been really wanting to get to know her and it was such a weird coincidence. i basically told her that the feelings were mutual.
now i say hi to her in the hallway and we smile at each other a lot. she asked me to watch her coffee mug this morning when she ran to get something from her locker. the other day i stopped her and put my number in her phone with the smug emoji. now i can't stop thinking about being in a relationship with her, secret or public. i haven't felt this strong of an emotional connection with someone in ages. i just want to hang out with her all the time and make memories and make her my baby. i want to give her advice and be her rock since i'm a year older than her. these feelings are so sudden and i don't know what to do. i want to text her but i don't have her number. i always compliment her makeup and clothes. how do i make a move? what if she's not even into girls? i'll be so sad
but still! get it! 
