We were told at school today that a kid a year younger than me had committed suicide. I didn't know him and I've experience loved ones die(grandparents) but I just feel so empty right now. I don't even know, when we hear about suicide we kind of brush it off as something only the saddest people do. However, this kid who'd I'd seen around school and spoken to a few times seemed like the happiest person. I am absolutely shocked and I feel so horrible that I can continue enjoying life while his family picks up the pieces and tries to make sense of where it all went wrong. I feel so empty.
At least Thursday will be good as it'll be a half day and we get out at around Noon, 2.7 hours than usual. The only thing exciting about this whole week.
Keep up.
