I struggle with depression () and I've really looked up to Rih these past few years. She inspires me to do whatever makes me happy and to ignore the judgement of other people. We all make mistakes, we all make fools of ourselves sometimes, but as long as you keep persevering there's nothing to be ashamed about. Her personality warms my heart and her music helps me get through my bad days tbh
Stay strong hun, you seem like a very sweet/ smart girl and I'm glad Rih is helping you!