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Discussion: Archived: Random Thoughts (#2)
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It's just that I constantly get made fun of for my weight, my skin, my hair color, the fact that I'm mostly shy and quiet and awkward, even the way I ****ing dress. I'm just so over all these things and two years ago I almost killed myself and my mom took me to therapy and I just wanted to do a little cute ****ing ATRL tag and post it so people could hear my voice and then you guys just had to ****ing tear me down once again by ridiculing it and making me feel so small for the 5893598th time in my ****ing life and I'm honestly so goddamn over it. I can't live one minute of my life without feeling like complete **** and I thought that maybe if I do a cute thing and get some little laughs out of it then maybe that one minute would be an exception. I don't know what you guys were laughing it but it seemed to be the whole thing in general which is really disturbing, and the fact that you're saving it and possibly attempting to spread it around as well is just above and beyond. I don't understand what I did to deserve this but as of recently I don't think I did anything wrong.
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Originally posted by Pirate Aaron
You mean the bowl cut, whom she stole from Alicia? Then, no. Though I'm pretty sure I had that when I was in 2nd grade I think.
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Imma need receipts 
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Originally posted by Rem
It's just that I constantly get made fun of for my weight, my skin, my hair color, the fact that I'm mostly shy and quiet and awkward, even the way I ****ing dress. I'm just so over all these things and two years ago I almost killed myself and my mom took me to therapy and I just wanted to do a little cute ****ing ATRL tag and post it so people could hear my voice and then you guys just had to ****ing tear me down once again by ridiculing it and making me feel so small for the 5893598th time in my ****ing life and I'm honestly so goddamn over it. I can't live one minute of my life without feeling like complete **** and I thought that maybe if I do a cute thing and get some little laughs out of it then maybe that one minute would be an exception. I don't know what you guys were laughing it but it seemed to be the whole thing in general which is really disturbing, and the fact that you're saving it and possibly attempting to spread it around as well is just above and beyond. I don't understand what I did to deserve this but as of recently I don't think I did anything wrong.
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Come here sis
If they had bad intentions, they were wrong for that 
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Originally posted by QueenCarrie
Imma need receipts |
Idk if I'd be able to find those pictures, or even if I had that haircut.
I was trying to jam out to Dark Horse playing at the salon but the buzzer was right at my ear while the song was playing. 
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Originally posted by YR.
Let me get in
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Originally posted by Rem
It's just that I constantly get made fun of for my weight, my skin, my hair color, the fact that I'm mostly shy and quiet and awkward, even the way I ****ing dress. I'm just so over all these things and two years ago I almost killed myself and my mom took me to therapy and I just wanted to do a little cute ****ing ATRL tag and post it so people could hear my voice and then you guys just had to ****ing tear me down once again by ridiculing it and making me feel so small for the 5893598th time in my ****ing life and I'm honestly so goddamn over it. I can't live one minute of my life without feeling like complete **** and I thought that maybe if I do a cute thing and get some little laughs out of it then maybe that one minute would be an exception. I don't know what you guys were laughing it but it seemed to be the whole thing in general which is really disturbing, and the fact that you're saving it and possibly attempting to spread it around as well is just above and beyond. I don't understand what I did to deserve this but as of recently I don't think I did anything wrong.
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Alex, I actually thought your voice tag was cute. We weren't going to actually record your voice tag and send it to people. Let me save my comments about being made fun of weight, skin, and all of that for another time, cause I went through the exact same thing. Contrary to popular belief, I'm also shy and introverted so I know where you're coming from. We weren't tearing you down, I think we were just a little surprised that was your voice. You mentioned before how you "don't like bisexual," so I guess I thought that would be the same case for your voice tag. No one is out to get you.
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Originally posted by Pirate Aaron
Idk if I'd be able to find those pictures, or even if I had that haircut.
I was trying to jam out to Dark Horse playing at the salon but the buzzers were right at my ear while the song was playing. |
The travesties of life
DH the worldwide smash
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Well, now Rem requested a thread ban for 1-3 weeks. 
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Dear good sis Rem.
I only posted smilies not because I was bothered by your voice, but rather the content of the recording. The swearing and **** was a tad bit "rude", and I know you said it got a bit explicit towards the end, but ch I was just surprised that it was THAT explicit.
If I came across as making fun of your voice, then I apologize for that. And rest assured I didn't save or record anything, so yea 
Regards,
Just a random RT-er
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Originally posted by QueenCarrie
The travesties of life
DH the worldwide smash |
The lady at the cash register there seemed like a bitch and I think she hates me, or maybe she's like that in general?
I like the haircut I got today though. My hair is really thick and when it gets long(er), it becomes a lot harder to style.
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Oh dear god Rem  a thread ban from Random Thoughts
I'm sure they were not actually making fun of you and even I knew that Funky had no intentions to send me the voice tag.
I mean you constantly are an asshole to people in here and while sometimes it is obviously joking other times you can't tell. Even earlier today you told me to freeze to death
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Originally posted by Pirate Aaron
The lady at the cash register there seemed like a bitch and I think she hates me, or maybe she's like that in general?
I like the haircut I got today though. My hair is really thick and when it gets long(er), it becomes a lot harder to style.
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Maybe she's a Swiftie 
What kind of haircut was it though? 
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Chh I'm not a bully. I would never even think of bullying people on here. 
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I need to get a hair "style" but my head is big, and one ear is lower than the other so I don't know what would look good
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This is too much unnecessary, extra drama. Lemme go take my shower and run my errands.
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Originally posted by Rem
It's just that I constantly get made fun of for my weight, my skin, my hair color, the fact that I'm mostly shy and quiet and awkward, even the way I ****ing dress. I'm just so over all these things and two years ago I almost killed myself and my mom took me to therapy and I just wanted to do a little cute ****ing ATRL tag and post it so people could hear my voice and then you guys just had to ****ing tear me down once again by ridiculing it and making me feel so small for the 5893598th time in my ****ing life and I'm honestly so goddamn over it. I can't live one minute of my life without feeling like complete **** and I thought that maybe if I do a cute thing and get some little laughs out of it then maybe that one minute would be an exception. I don't know what you guys were laughing it but it seemed to be the whole thing in general which is really disturbing, and the fact that you're saving it and possibly attempting to spread it around as well is just above and beyond. I don't understand what I did to deserve this but as of recently I don't think I did anything wrong.
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So you think bullying me will make it better?
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Member Since: 1/1/2014
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Originally posted by QueenCarrie
Maybe she's a Swiftie
What kind of haircut was it though? |
Maybe I should pm you what I look like  Idk how to describe it or what my haircut name is.
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Member Since: 8/18/2013
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Originally posted by Gavin.
I need to get a hair "style" but my head is big, and one ear is lower than the other so I don't know what would look good |
Maybe something like the roadkill on the guy to the right?
Srsly that haircut 
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Originally posted by Pirate Aaron
Maybe I should pm you what I look like Idk how to describe it or what my haircut name is. |
You wouldn't be the first Carrie stan to send me his pic
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