Don't take it personally, Miles sis. He was probably in meltdown mode and was just looking to drag every living creature around him
This is the best ever though. Like, I'm always way too scared to drag people and hurt their feelings, but I feel like I might have actually gained some sort of a position. Or not, since I looked just as messy, probably.
I'm starting to see the point of those people who shun the thought of birthing children or becoming a parent because they cannot fathom the thought of bringing another being into this corrupt world. Just that, combined with the paranoia of not being a fit parent⁄continuing a cycle or getting a "bad seed" is enough to seriously make me consider staying childless forever. It just sucks as someone who would very much like to share my life (aka get married) with someone once I'm older, that that person may not accept that idea. Down the road— and I mean way down the road, I would love to be a wife and mother. But I'd be quite fine being the former without the latter. But it's hardly common to find someone who will be satisfied with just that half without "needing" the latter down the road. I think my biggest fear is falling into the cycle and becoming a replica of my biological mother— an abusive parent, with damaging habits, three kids from three different fathers who's still single. The least I can do is get the kids part right.
it keeps freezing and ****
