[Big Smoke]

Originally posted by KB.

Not often. School finally started back and there's a lot of drama going on within the family and stuff.

It's November already

[Sinister]

Originally posted by KB.

What's funny? The fact that it's November already?

it's my birthday already???

I'm legal now

[KB.]

Originally posted by Willy.

Drama like what?

Um... Well my grandma died from complications of her stroke she had and there has been a lot of hate aimed at me because my father's side of the family seems to think it was triggered by our argument. So, the past week or so, I've been called everything from a liar to a murderer... Plus other stuff that I'd rather not go into detail about.

[Big Smoke]

Originally posted by White Tigers

i think Taylor could probably pull off sexy if she tried but that could be damaging

don't want to fall too hard in that "****" image ppl seer her as

Taylor owes me titts and ass because

1) I bought her first album when it came out, (like I was one of the 40,000 or so that copped it in the first 4 weeks) and I got clowned for it

2) her last 2 albums were mad mediocre and she owe me back like 40 acres to blacks

[Willy.]

Originally posted by KB.

Um... Well my grandma died from complications of her stroke she had and there has been a lot of hate aimed at me because my father's side of the family seems to think it was triggered by our argument. So, the past week or so, I've been called everything from a liar to a murderer... Plus other stuff that I'd rather not go into detail about.

Oh my god

Do you feel personally guilty?

[MCBeth]

Originally posted by KB.

Hey y'all.

Originally posted by KB.

Um... Well my grandma died from complications of her stroke she had and there has been a lot of hate aimed at me because my father's side of the family seems to think it was triggered by our argument. So, the past week or so, I've been called everything from a liar to a murderer... Plus other stuff that I'd rather not go into detail about.

Finally you're back!

Time to cut that side of the family loose. They'll never accept you.

[KB.]

Originally posted by Willy.

Oh my god

Do you feel personally guilty?

Um, no... I mean, she denounced anything dealing with the most painful and dark time in my life so it caused me to speak in a manner that may not have been necessarily appropriate, but was really just my heart crying out in pain and astonishment that she never believed me. I've never wanted attention or sympathy from anyone about what my father did to me. I just wanted my family to know so they could understand why I am the way I am at times and so they could help me move forward.

It pains me because my siblings had a better relationship with her than I did, but they're siding with me because they believe me. They always have because they saw how our dad treated me behind closed doors. I just don't want to cause any strife between them and our grandmother and my dad's side of the family... which is weird because that's my family too, but I've always been treated like an outcast and alienated since I came forth about him, but I'd feel kind of selfish if I were the reason that their relationship with his side of the family were tarnished solely because of me.

[Sinister]

Originally posted by Big Smoke

Taylor owes me titts and ass because

1) I bought her first album when it came out, (like I was one of the 40,000 or so that copped it in the first 4 weeks) and I got clowned for it

2) her last 2 albums were mad mediocre and she owe me back like 40 acres to blacks

but Speak Now is not mediocre...its her best album

[Sinister]

Originally posted by KB.

Um, no... I mean, she denounced anything dealing with the most painful and dark time in my life so it caused me to speak in a manner that may not have been necessarily appropriate, but was really just my heart crying out in pain and astonishment that she never believed me. I've never wanted attention or sympathy from anyone about what my father did to me. I just wanted my family to know so they could understand why I am the way I am at times and so they could help me move forward.

It pains me because my siblings had a better relationship with her than I did, but they're siding with me because they believe me. They always have because they saw how our dad treated me behind closed doors. I just don't want to cause any strife between them and our grandmother and my dad's side of the family... which is weird because that's my family too, but I've always been treated like an outcast and alienated since I came forth about him, but I'd feel kind of selfish if I were the reason that their relationship with his side of the family were tarnished solely because of me.

i understand what you mean

most ppl wouldve already turned selfish a long time ago and wouldve stuck the middle finger up to his side

[Big Smoke]

[Big Smoke]

Originally posted by White Tigers

but Speak Now is not mediocre...its her best album

Speak Now has her best song (Enchanted) but its like her 3rd best album. I'm not trying to hear the **** she's talking about on her last two albums at this age lol

[BLaCKPoWeR]

Have your siblings ever even attempted to advocate on your behalf to your paternal relatives?

[KB.]

Originally posted by MCBeth

Finally you're back!

Time to cut that side of the family loose. They'll never accept you.

Probably not.

Originally posted by White Tigers

i understand what you mean

most ppl wouldve already turned selfish a long time ago and wouldve stuck the middle finger up to his side

I really want to, but I'm conflicted because I'm the type of person who looks it everyone's perspective in a situation. I just imagine what kind of strain it would be on my siblings' relationship with them.

Needless to say, I'm at a very dark, depressed time in my life. I actually haven't felt like this in a very long time which is mainly why I requested a ban... I really just want to go away for a while.

[iHype.]

I'd never think on a site full of Gays, the Black Woman going to College to pursue a Degree and Career would be the one not getting accepted by her family.

[KB.]

Originally posted by BLaCKPoWeR

Have your siblings ever even attempted to advocate on your behalf to your paternal relatives?

They always do, but it always turns into an awkward, heated debate and I eventually step in the middle of it and tell them to not even worry about it. As an adult, I can't fathom the idea of my 14 yr. old sister arguing with her uncles, even if she is right and the more rational person in the situation.

[BLaCKPoWeR]

Originally posted by iHypeMusic

I'd never think on a site full of Gays, the Black Woman going to College to pursue a Degree and Career would be the one not getting accepted by her family.

Um... ...thank you for that, Hype.

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Anyway, Kendra, you seem to be going out of your way to preserve the relationship between your siblings and your paternal family. What have your siblings done to help the relationship between you and your paternal family?

[Gangsta4alife]

Originally posted by iHypeMusic

I'd never think on a site full of Gays, the Black Woman going to College to pursue a Degree and Career would be the one not getting accepted by her family.

And herein is where i'm not surprised in the least bit when you have a bright future couple with standing up for yourself. People try to tear you down just a classic case of crabs in a bucket

[iHype.]

I wasn't coming for ha or any1 else, bye. idek Kendra.

[BLaCKPoWeR]

Originally posted by KB.

They always do, but it always turns into an awkward, heated debate and I eventually step in the middle of it and tell them to not even worry about it. As an adult, I can't fathom the idea of my 14 yr. old sister arguing with her uncles, even if she is right and the more rational person in the situation.

You say your siblings witnessed the dynamic of your relationship with your father. I'm assuming your paternal family members know nothing and have seen nothing. They don't have any grounds to contradict what you and your siblings have said - they weren't even there in the house.

[KB.]

Originally posted by BLaCKPoWeR

Anyway, Kendra, you seem to be going out of your way to preserve the relationship between your siblings and your paternal family. What have your siblings done to help the relationship between you and your paternal family?

There's only so much they can do. They try to talk to them and reason with them and make them realize that our dad was a completely different father to me behind closed doors, but there's only so much you can do or say to try to change a person that is set in their ways.