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					Originally posted by psychodj  The romantic dinner date was a set-up, and you know it. How you gonna give a wonderful date and then end it right there? I can't.    
You feel that way about them sometimes? Hmm...then that throws my first point out of the window. I think you have a fear of commitment/intimacy. I don't know why; are you scared of giving your heart to someone? Feeling hurt? Pain? 
 
You'll want it in life; maybe not now, but I can guarantee you'll have someone special by your side in the future. It may not happen now, but it will soon enough.   | 
	
 The worst part about the date was that it ended in hysterical tears from him 

 Felt like I was in the beginning scene of Legally Blonde 

 I guess it didn't help that I was the first guy he dated since coming out 
 
I think I felt that way about 2 of them, and then the other two I'm not so sure. I liked them, and they were fun 

 but idk...If it's about committment, I'm always monogamous in the relationships. And as far as intimacy, #1 and #3 actually moved in with me 

 but yeah...i don't know why my throat just dries up everytime I should be saying "I Love You" back 
 
Thanks 

 it's such a recurring nightmare for me that one day I'll walk down the aisle with my fiance, and choke up at the alter and then die alone 
