I'm always sad. Everyday I go to school wearing this happy and jolly face, but when i'm home alone, I just broke down to tears because of how lonely I am. I got friends at school, that's given. But I need someone, you know, special. Every day I just go and have this poker face, but inside i'm just sad, and alone, and all that. A friend of mine got through my shell though. She's the only one who saw through me, and I let her in. We became bestfriends since, but this first week of September she went to Masachusetts to study there. And now i'm all alone again. I just don't know what to do anymore. I'm tired of faking my smiles every single day, but at the same time I don't want anybody to see the person Inside me.
and i really want the world to end at 12/21/12 so my sufferings will be over
oh and im also ugly and i dont have a bf 
and katy's album in 2014 
but i've already accepted that im gonna be stuck in eternal damnation all by myself so it's cool 