My first kiss was a mess. I was in the girls gym crowed by sweaty asians children and at the time i was going
avoiding "dating" this girl and everyone had been dying for us to kiss and they were forcing us and we finally did and i kept my eyes open the whole time cause i was not here for intimacy and oh god her tongue was trying to push into my mouth and i closed my lips air tight for dear life.

She obviously influenced my present sexuality