If you enjoy him that much, be prepared to deal with the potentially infinite heartache of it not going any where.
Or just pull away now before it gets to that point.
I'm having this convo with a friend of mine as we speak. :\ he's so in love with his friend that's straight. It's so sad to see him in the position he's in, because he's so infatuated and has been this way for years over a guy that doesn't want him like that.
I've been in love with this straight guy for about 4 years. He's a basketball player and really tall. I love tall guys. I try to ignore my feelings for him and constantly try to get him out of my head but I can't.
Would you rather fantasize about dick or actually get it in?
Download Grindr and visit your local gay's house.
No, I haven't fallen in love with a straight guy because it's pointless if I'm not going to get anything in return. You'll get over him, it's just the initial shock of finding out that he is straight that is terrible.