You know what gerls.. I'm in the same situation. I knew this guy since 9th grade, I'm in 11th now. When I first met him, he turned me off so much! He had this kind of....GAY...country-southern voice and I hated it. I immediatley guessed he was gay. Only like a month later did I realize he was straight and that was just an act. When I tell you I fell for this kid, I mean I fell HARD
He is beautiful to me. I've done so many things on the low. Not going in depth but I got naked pics of him... (I even got him to show the CAKES) I WANT HIM
He's not the best looking guy ever. He's light skinned, big lips, TALL, athletic build, handsome, nice pony dick, and his ass is much like that of J. Strokes... I LUST him so much. He's had a girlfriend at my school before (Freshman year) but that's when I first met him and didn't like him. There's this other dusty ass hoodrat he's into now (he's always been into her). She dosen't want him tho, she already has a boyfriend and he just stays trying to get at her anyways like a dog, it's so corny and he always looks stupid. Everytime he tries to kiss her in class I feel like I'm being stabbed, I start to feel cold chills..
Never had contact with the guy either! In 9th grade I attempted to speak to him at a school dance saying "Heyyy ________" he didn't even look up he just said "heyyy".
we've briefly spoke on few occasions, like he'd ask if I still needed the stapler and I'd say "No".
Just the other day I was having a moment (thinking about how much I want him) and I was bent over taking out a laptop out of the computer cart and I looked up and he was standing RIGHT behind me! We were the only people in the room. Like.... I know he heard what I was saying in my head...I JUST KNOW IT
and then he asked if something was wrong with the computers and I said 'No' and quickly walked away. My mind was like "OOPS sorry you heard my inner thoughts about you" lol
I've been talking to my friends about it. They don't think much of him tho so they don't care and prob think I'm delusional on the low. I know the truth. He's straight, he's into girls and he'll never be with me. I don't care.
He's so nice to everyone, a gentlemen, he's corny, and I love him, and I want to marry him.