i have a problem. since i was young, i knew that I was attracted to my sister. whenever we bathed together, I would ask her to wash my private area with the intention to feel good.
it was never a problem until recently when she got a boyfriend. I began getting very bitter. I am very jealous of her boyfriend : he gets to have it with my sister while i have to eavesdrop to hear her moans as i pleasure myself. I know this is wrong, but i just cant help fantasizing my sister putting on a strap **** and doing me when i see her naked in the shower. my calm is like a kid with add. Please someone help me.