I would probably have a breakdown and slip back into depression.

As cheesy as it sounds, Gaga has had a massive impact on my life and me as a person, and was a major key im my acceptance of myself and my sexuality. Ever since Born This Way was released this feeling has been amplified and this year has felt like a never-ending high thanks in part to what she has done for my self esteem.
It would take me at least a few months to really recover and get over it, but eventually I would. I would honor her legacy and what she has done for my life by living it as she would want me to - confident and happy.