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Originally posted by smmann
I'm 20 years old, I don't know my biological father is. I'm gay. I was beat up, tormented in high school for it. My parents (mom and stepdad who's been in my life for 17 years) are getting a divorce right now. I'm transferring to a different college next year. I am STRESSED beyond belief, and I've done horrible things to compensate for my ****** life.
I never used to smoke/drink, I do now. I have sex.... a lot. I'm starting to think I'm a ****. I've had sex with 5 different guys, all protected. But I've done.. ahem, other things, with 15 guys. I had a threesome for the first time last night. No penetration or anything and I didn't even finish, but I still feel kind of like ****.
My life just feels like a train wreck right now. I don't know who I am anymore, and it feels good to be able to say that to people I don't know.
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I'm sorry to hear all that
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You've got to start helping yourself out and getting your life back on track, others can support you through the process but only you can make it happen.
Life's a bitch, I think we can ALL agree on that but you know you're worth more than what your current situation is
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