Yes, I feel very alone, for the past 18 months. It's been the worst time of my life, and I've been constantly depressed.
I used to have some really close friends, who were my favourite people in my life, and we made each other very happy, and we could tell each other anything. I loved them so much, but they all moved away to University, and we basically can never see each other anymore. And I've made no new friends, because I have absolutely no way of meeting people my age anymore. At my job, everybody is 20 years older than me.
I'm going to move into the city, hopefully this month or next month, and try and start a new life, because I've been feeling I want to kill myself sometimes. I never really realized how much my friends meant to me. I'm not sure if I'll ever make such good friends ever again, since I can never get the same bonds that you make with people when you grow up together through childhood, but it's worth a try. I just want people to talk to and have fun with. I'm really scared of leaving home, and having to find a new job, but I think it's something I need to do to stop these suicidal thoughts I've been having the past year.
The reason I've been posting on many Internet forums the past year constantly is because I have nobody to talk to in real life like I used to.
