twice... Once after being heart broken for the first time. (he was a local Rihanna stan)
and second when my grandma and grandpa passed away this passed summer I considered suicide a split second during this period but moved on. I'm filled with faith and positivity now of course
I'm depressed most of the time (on & off depends what mood i'm in) , the only time i remember it staring was around 8,9 years old up til now so going on (almost) 10 years now i think i'm bipolar tho #seriously