Miserable right now
Happy for the future
I just have to get through these next 6-8 months and then I think life will get much better for me. I live my life trying to please too many people and end up disappointing myself with what I do. Ive realized that now and want to change it in the summer.
It would be interesting to do this poll with the different fanbases. I think certain artists attract fans of a certain disposition. For instance, I think Gaga draws in a lot of unhappy children. They probably view her as an outsider and can relate.
Miserable right now
Happy for the future
I just have to get through these next 6-8 months and then I think life will get much better for me. I live my life trying to please too many people and end up disappointing myself with what I do. Ive realized that now and want to change it in the summer.
Found out earlier in the month I got a very good GPA (especially considering it was my first semester of college), I love college life, break has been fun, I'm very grateful to have awesome friends, and I'm nearly completely recovered from getting my wisdom teeth out!
I'm actually fairly content. I wouldn't say "happy" as school always makes life a bit harder, haha. And I did just go through a break up on Friday but I don't feel too sad about it. Haha.
My job is horrid, my mom is being a bitch, I live with my mom (), I didnt graduate HS last year, and I have no car.
these are changeable things though. If you have a job is moving out not an option? My relationship with my Mum improved tenfold when I moved out. Space helps.
You can still get qualifications and a better job and a car. All achievable.
I can't decide if I should choose miserable or suicidal...
I guess I'll choose miserable, because no matter how much I talk about suicide and hating being alive, I know that I could never actually hurt/ kill myself.