sacrificing a very deep friendship with a girl for a straight guy that was my friend as well.
basically, i did like him, so i wanted to become best friends with him which ultimately killed the only real friendship i'd ever had.
not even to mention that the first friendship (with that girl) had been through a lot of crisis cos of another guy who liked her but i liked him - became good friends with him as well.
my life would be so much easier if i were out. inevitably more dangerous, too.
